That’s
a very good question. At first, I thought I was writing it because I wanted to
get more in touch with my feelings. I also wanted to recall Andrew before his
suicide. The horror of it seemed to be taking up all my psychic space. Also, I
am drawn to stories about suicide and its opposite, living to a very old age.
Once, when I saw a picture of a young couple in the Sunday New York Times Obituary Page, I was obsessed with learning what had happened. I ended up googling them and finding their story of flying together to a vacation spot and never arriving; instead, dying in the crash of their private plane, very reminiscent of John and Carolyn Bessette Kennedy. There were few other details of this tragedy and I found myself feeling starved, for what I am not sure.
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