This was different from when Andrew first got sick.
Then he had dismissed his consideration of suicide. When I asked if he had
considered suicide he said he could “never do that to you and Dad”.
While Andrew spent the last week of his life
at our house I never asked him about suicide. Looking back at that week it seems
like there were many clues that Andrew was at risk that I didn't pick up on.
I believe we were all well intentioned and were
doing the best we could with a difficult situation. Explicitly our goal, that
is John, myself and Andrew, was always trying to improve things for Andrew.
This may actually have been the outcome depending on how you view the
afterlife. Andrew said, in his note to us, that he needed peace and wanted to
set his love free and I feel like he did that.
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