Now I was home and
pregnant and began redecorating our house. While our situation had improved, we
still had only a small amount of discretionary funds. That meant doing almost everything
myself. I started with the dining room. Since we had been in our house for over
a year, I had some sense I of how I wanted to proceed. The processes of
planning and shopping for wallpaper, paint, and fabric took all of my energy.
As for scraping wallpaper. I did somehow find
the money to have the dining room professionally done ($40) because my memory
of the speed and efficiency of my wallpaper removal efforts in our Baltimore
house were so painfully slow that I could not stand the thought of doing that
to myself again. However, once I saw the professionals at work I realized it is
all in the know-how. They simply brought our garden hose through the dining
room window and connected it to a special nozzle that produced a very fine
spray. From there they heavily dampened the paper in the room a section at a
time and seemed to effortlessly scrape it off in long sheets.
That was for the paper
above the chair rail and the ceiling. They asked me if I wanted them to remove
the paper below the rail. I was unaware that this area was papered. I said,”
how much?” and when they answered five dollars, thinking I heard a real
bargain, said “go for it”. I then watched in disbelief as they removed the
remaining paper in one sheet taking less than a minute. Turns out there is
something called fabric-backed paper that comes off without scraping.
Looks like I have
gotten off the topic again. I thought the words were coming a little easier.
Having seen these pros in action I was comfortable moving ahead with taking the
wallpaper off my three-story staircase and connecting hallways. I also wanted
crown molding put up and somehow figured out the angles and with Johns help at
sawing and nailing, we got it up. Next, I painted the hallway, all three
stories and then hung the new wallpaper in the dining room, and made drapes,
which we hung when I was nine months pregnant with Lou. This mania would
persist, with little abatement for the next 30 plus years.
Rereading these last
couple of paragraphs, I realize now, 31 years after the fact, that getting help
with the wallpaper, and learning about new tools and methods was actually a
precursor to my very serious interest in trying to better understand anxiety
and the tools and knowledge required to master anxiety management. I can
remember standing in our sunroom and looking out the window, and saying to
myself, there has to be a better way to live, one can simply not be anxious all
the time, it is not healthy.
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