TALKING TO ANDREW

     So anyway, Andrew, as I was saying, maybe the relief I felt was real. 

     Maybe your death ended your suffering and gave me some physical relief as well. 

     In addition, it seemed I did not have to worry about you anymore. On the other hand, maybe I had just been waiting for the other shoe to drop and it finally did. Who knows?

      I would not wish this experience on anyone else. It was and is exactly horrible.