TALKING TO ANDREW

When talking to Andrew, I usually start out by telling him that I love him. 

I ask him where he is and what he is doing. 

I let him know that now I realize how right he was when he said, “Mom you just don’t get it”. On some level, I did get it, but not consciously.

"It is only in looking back that I realize how much my body must have known that you were leaving us, not just me but your dad and the girls also."