Tuesday, October 28, 2014
DETERMINED To DO THE RIGHT THING
Monday, October 27, 2014
SUBOXONE con't
Suboxone is a narcotic medication indicated for the treatment of opioid dependence, available only by prescription. It must be taken while under a doctor's care. Suboxone contains buprenorphine, an opioid medication.
Buprenorphine is similar to other opioids such as morphine, codeine, and heroin however, it produces little or no euphoric ("high") effects and therefore may be easier to stop taking. It also contains Naloxone, which blocks the effects of opioids such as morphine, codeine, and heroin.
When Suboxone is injected, naloxone will block the effects of buprenorphine and lead to withdrawal symptoms in a person with an opioid addiction. When administered under the tongue as directed, naloxone will not affect the actions of buprenorphine.
Sunday, October 26, 2014
SUBOXONE
John and I went with him to the first meeting at Penn several days later. Initially, Andrew spoke privately with the head of the program, a very kind and patient psychiatrist. Then the four of us met together.
Dr. W explained the program to us thoroughly. Andrew would immediately have baseline blood work done. Then he would begin taking a drug called Suboxone.
Saturday, October 25, 2014
UNIVERSITY OF PENNSYLVANIA
Andrew said immediately—no beating around the bush, “It was me”. Fear, anxiety and anger crazed me. I demanded to know, “What the hell was going on?”
Andrew was very chagrinned but also very honest. He told us that he was sorry, but that he had to get the drug. We asked what drug and he told us about the OxyContin. He said it had made him feel so much better.
We asked him if he knew the dangers of addiction and he said, “Yes”. We told him that this was out of our control but that if he wanted to stay living with us he would have to figure this out immediately.
The amazing thing is that he did. Within 24 hours he had found, applied for and been accepted in the drug treatment program at University of Pennsylvania.
Friday, October 24, 2014
THINGS ARE OUT OF CONTROL
All of my children have always had access to my ATM card that I kept in my purse. They also knew my pin number. I would give them the card to run errands for me or to use it to get cash for me or for them.
John and I were down at his office computer that is set up in the basement. Andrew was not home. The girls were not living at home then. I believe this was spring of 2006. I called Andrew and got him on his cell phone.. I told him we needed to talk to him immediately and he said he would come right home.
I believe he knew why we wanted to talk to him. I thought he was sending us a red flag that said, “Help, things are out of control”.
Thursday, October 23, 2014
I was frightened and upset that it might be Andrew.