As I come to the end of this chronicle , I do understand that
life was unbearable for Andrew and in some ways that made his life unbearable
for me. His suffering and much of my suffering is over. For that, I am
grateful.
It is certainly good to
be able to talk about Andrew with family and friends and to write about the
time I had with him. I feel peace on many days.
And then I remember
that I will never see Andrew again. This thought fills me with a feeling of
having all the air sucked out of the room and it takes my body a while to
recover.
Many of you have shared your own losses with me. I truly appreciate all of your support. I am sad that I
have come to the end of this reminiscence. Offering my thoughts to you and
receiving your care in return has taken me to a place that I don't think I could
have gotten to on my own.
Thanks for keeping me
company as I remembered Andrew. Please keep us in your thoughts.
Love Marge
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